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yall are probably getting tired of me... sorry...
i just dont really have anyone else to talk to or anywhere else to go  |
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i was feeling good and wanted to try to talk to this girl. i wasn't intoxicated or anything just was feeling ok.. and it all went great i guess, i mean she's still talking to me and everything and she is really sweet and understanding but im feeling kind of triggered... scared!
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She is talking to you and being supportive but it sounds like your fears and maybe past experiences are getting in the way of you staying in the present moment. It's hard to get close to people for me personally because I am afraid that they will reject or leave me. You deserve to give yourself a fair chance. I think talking through your fears and thoughts with your new therapist is a good idea so that you can maintain what seems to be the start of a good friendship/relationship.
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it hurts am i supposed to just be alone?
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I don't believe anyone is supposed to be alone. We are by nature social creatures and need human beings. With Borderline Personality Disorder we have trouble in relationships but I think with the right therapy we can have successful relationships. But I do not think you are "supposed" to be alone.
Also, the forums are meant for people to post on them. I enjoy reading new threads and I think it's good you're writing here and expressing how you feel.