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I'm SO PRONE to substance abuse and compulsion. I abuse (and misuse) meds, cigarettes, alcohol... anything that can kick my head off.
thank god I don't have access to opioids. I already ODed about 10 times with promethazine (with or without alcohol and clonazepam) these past months. Really, I can't keep zolpiden with myself bc i'll take 4x, 5x, 6x the max daily dose without even remembering it later.
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27 y.o.
dx:bipolar II with self-harm and dissociative features; BPD
rx: paroxetine hcl 20mg; lithium 450mg, quetiapine 200mg; fluoxetine 20mg; clonazepam for emergencies only; zolpiden for emergencies only
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