...I spent all the time typing this and whatnot to get it out before I start actually doing stuff, I'm reading it over real quick, the front door opens and there are people here. My ex and at least one of the kids. This is how **** works, constantly, unendingly, a ceaseless waterfall of small disruptions punctuated by flash floods of large disruptions. It never ****ing ends. God, just GET AWAY from me, go ANYWHERE else.
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Bipolar II ultrarapid cycling + ADHD-PI, both treatment resistant af
zyprexa 2.5 / dexedrine 10 / valium 3 :: CYP2D6 poor metabolizer
currently trialing meds one by one with a great pdoc after 20 years of fail
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