The only thing in life that truly makes me happy is fictional characters and their stories. It's sad I know but I'm a pretty lonely person. There are spoilers that one of my all time favourite characters is going to die soon and I can't cope with it. I can't stop thinking about it and it's bringing every other thing I hate about my life out. I hate that I have to graduate high school this year, I don't want to go to college, I hate my life it's not worth living. I just want to kill myself. Everything hurts too much.