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Originally Posted by Trace14
Do you live close enough to meet face to face? Or just call and let him know you are thinking of him and you will get a feel for what can go next, just be patient. Answers may not happen this call, or the next. Wait until the time is right for both of you. Yes, it will be hard having that conversation, crying just shows you are human and expressing your pain. No shame in that.  |
Yes, I live close enough to meet him in person, but I'm such a coward I'm afraid to face him. I have so much guilt and I'm looking to him for answers or absolution or something. I don't even know what.
But I appreciate the encouragement and feedback. I feel very alone right now and, even tho it's only been 10 days, I feel like the other people I know in my life have their own problems and are moving on with life.
They didn't know her like I did and, quite honestly, the other people in my life are very peripheral. I don't really have friends. She was pretty much it. So because I'm not close with anyone else, I think they don't understand that I was actually close to someone and that someone is now gone. They just think she was another casual acquaintance, like they are. So, I don't have a support system and that's why I think I feel so crazy about when/if/how I should talk to the husband. But also why I feel so desperate to do so.
So, thank you.