Hey all.
So. Actually had a decent day. Perhaps going on holiday for the weekend is what I needed to get out of my blah mood. Idk.
Did not sleep well last night. Couldn't fall asleep. Got to be around 430/5 am which sucks as I have to be up by 650 am or so for work. So I am a little tired but overall feel pretty good. Yah.
I still have a time bomb waiting for me in the form of my messy house and laundry and dishes and crap. But that will have to wait a bit as I have to finish my Halloween costume! Priorities. Lol

But I did have a decent day overall. My kids were nuts excited for Halloween but it didn't even get on my nerves. So that's good. And I put in a random mix cd to be surprised with the Rescue Me theme song (von bondies?). It is a great song for blasting and singing along to.

I feel a little all over the place lately but I think maybe I'm not as far gone as it thought. Idk. I wish I could motiva Myself to start all the overdue and necessary chores one has to do. I suck wt keeping up with that stuff especially when feeling off. After cleaning and catching up I can pretend to be nrmal and neat and organiz d for a little while and then my true self returns and it all turns to shiit. But I am making it to work every day and not losnj my mind so maybe who gives a fuuck about vacuuming in the grand scheme of things. It's not even a blip on my radar. or maybe that is just my crazy showing though. Bleh.

Anyhow i am sending out some hugs to those of us having s hard time. Keep kicking some BP arse.