I feel so dependent on this relationship. I've been going through a tough time. It doesn't feel like anything sexual at all. My heart is reviving as she flows there. She loves to help me if I need. I think we have feelings towards each other. But I am the one in need of help, not her. I don't know what kind of feelings are those. I feel them in the heart and while they take a portion of my tasks, they make me feel so much better as I am depressed about studies.
I don't know whether she has feelings for me or not. She may be empathetic. I always make sure to show her I am aware of her own feelings - such as when she's feeling sick.
I just don't like it when I am dependent on her, although I just really love that feeling inside me. It's not the dependency, but her who makes me feel good.