You too, huh? I watch MSNBC recycling the same stories for hours, not knowing why I'm sitting there watching such a train wreck...

I'm feeling mighty mixed...& other stuff's hitting the fan. I think I just got blown off by a person I thought was a friend, I haven't showered in over a week...& my girlfriend says I'm sleeping in the recliner tonight & will be washing my own clothes from now on. (Why can't I just jump in the freakin' shower???) It's been grey, rainy & depressing here for days, & it looks like it will be like that for a week. All I want to do right now is escape. I always take my meds as prescribed, but just took 10mg of klonopin & a temazepam (my regular daily dose of klonopin is 3mg, so don't get the wrong idea). I don't drink or do illegal drugs, but I want to sleep...Just escape. I know I won't be able to get a good night's sleep in the recliner downstairs, but I can't shower...I'm stuck. The anxiety & depression are intertwined & I can't seem to escape.