Whether it was hypo or full I"m coming out of it now. I already was yesterday, or I wouldn't have posted worrying about it last night. It's amazing to me that my brain can just amp up like that out of nowhere. I felt like I was on stimulants, but I wasn't. Analyzing the whole thing bit by bit last night was good, and thanks for the suggestion to bring to pdoc. It's hard because I've been stable for a long time, and I don't want to disappoint her or loose the freedom I have now around the meds I prefer, stuff like that. I feel like she'll expect me to know better by now, but I guess I do, in the sense that I didn't do anything serious to wreck my life this time around, so that's something. I think it was just hypomania, but a pretty intense hypomania. It's weird how I feel almost like a different person in those states. Thanks for input folks