I admitted to a teacher that I have depression. She admitted that my home life is toxic but that my parents are all I've got and since the counselor at school won't help... I have to admit it to them. The only problem is I've tried. And failed miserably. They'll label me as a "copy cat" or an "emo freak wanna be" again. I don't think I can handle that in the state I'm in.. so the other option is to just live in this misery I guess until I hit rock bottom and they have no choice but to believe me.