Another second thought ......

It makes me internally angry.

It feels like a wound that is worse than any other wound I've encountered or have found healing for.

I'm struggling with my mom's manipulation and she's sick.

She has not earned my respect but I feel so guilty.

This is not my fault and I so wish I didn't have to figure out how to heal from it.

Blah blah blah blah blah

I wish we could sit together and talk about this and I (and you if you relate) not feel so alone.

Sorry if that's too much.