feeling quite depressed and quite stressed out this afternoon.

so in short, some people I know were holding a halloween party and they invited everyone accept me.

it might sound like a stupid thing to say, because even if I was invited, I probably wouldn't go to it anyway.

a big party with lots of people who I don't know, and some I don't like.. no thanks

the point isn't that.
the point is that, regardlesss, I wasn't invited to the party.

I wasn't even told why I couldn't come to the party

I wasn't even wished happy halloween

by nobody

I wasn't even read a scary halloween story

childish, right?

but when everyone is having so much fun on an event that happens only once a year..

you can't help but think about it.

sitting here crying because my halloween is non existent