Is this an eating disorder or am I overthinking it? X
never been satisfied with my weight, even though I was underweight-normal a kid and then normal weight in adolescence. I was teased for it a few times and thought about stopping eating, but never did.

However, *tw* I used to self harm. That stopped hurting after a while so I thought taking away food would be better. I stopped eating and began fasting or eating only a little. I lost weight in a month. I started becoming obsessed with my weight & food. It lasted about a month. A few months later, the same thing happened. And again a little bit later.

Now, it's happening again the past week or so. I'm just confused. I feel like it cant be categorized as an eating disorder since it's on/off. I'm always thinking of food and concerned about my weight, but when I'm not going through bouts of starving myself, I eat like normal. That can't be an eating disorder, right? Xx thank you in advance