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Originally Posted by Fluffyraincloud
I used to have an eating disorder and social phobia, and just general anxiety like most people. The medication actually did help in a way. Sir said they made me numb and drugged up and that it was disgusting. That he didnīt want to speak to some drugged up *insert bad word here*
I disagree with him completely but i still stopped taking them. Thank you for caring and replying to my post.
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Sigh...this just so unhealthy.
First, it's okay to need help. Even adults need other people to lean on in their lives. No one deals with anything alone. We all need people to talk to.
Second, PLEASE see a therapist or even talk to your family or a close friend about what this guy is doing to you. You were on those meds to help you. He wanted you to stop taking them, even though they helped you, because of some side effects to your mood? This is your health and life we are talking about.
It's okay to like being submissive and BDSM, this isn't about that. What he is doing is beyond controlling, it's manipulative, and he isn't concerned with your health and well-being, which any partner, regardless of sexual lifestyle, will care about.
PLEASE see a therapist. And tell them everything you told us here.
I would also recommend you just cut off this guy completely. He is abusing you and hurting you. Getting him out of your life is imperative. I know it seems like maybe you won't find anyone else. But you are young and I assure you there are other men out there who will treat you with respect.
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