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Originally Posted by TrailRunner14
Yes. That is what I'm talking about. The real one. The wound that laid the course for all the other ones. It's the wound that makes you feel unworthy, unlovable, needy, whinny, the list goes on.
It is the core and beginning of many bad choices that I didn't think I had a choice of because that is who I thought and believed I was. Of no consequence. I didn't matter.
I think I want to doty myself on saying that. It's hasn't been long that I've really known that. Really known the words and what they meant to and towards me.
It IS the mother core of all wounds.
In realizing it, maybe there is healing in that. Maybe?
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Maybe realizing that could be the beginning of healing that? It does seem important to recognize and know that at an adult level... to know that the child you were was essentially abandoned and it wasn't the child's fault. Because we all know that child inside us that KNOWS how bad she is,, so bad her own mother couldn't love her. Maybe its up to us to teach that child that she was okay all along??