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Originally Posted by Ototot
Ok Just read my risk assessment/summary and it says I used to offer oral sex to men to secure their time and do handyman jobs. Yes I did in the past when completely intoxicated by alcohol. But these days I don't get drunk for about the last 5 months and I haven't been offering oral sex to men for some time maybe 4 years or more. Can't help but feel ashamed of myself. Wondering what my care coordinator OT thinks of me now.... well I can only attribute it to being sexually abused by my dad in childhood and sexually harassed by him....because why else would I do that??? I'm feeling like a crap piece because maybe I used to abuse myself offering oral sex to men when drunk. What's your perspective of things? Please advise. Thanks
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"Why else would people do that?" Because they enjoy it. Some of them. Does not sound like you enjoyed it at all, though. Good you stopped doing it. I used to do sexual things i´m not proud of for god knows what reason, but it´s in the past and all i can do is try my best to never think of it. It´s not like you´re "tainted" forever or whatever, people do really change. i believe.