first may I say I am glad you are ok and am surprised your doctors have not hospitalized you because of all this danger stuff going on.
I have a relative who drank windex on a dare. now she can not eat solid food. the stuff in windex is corrosive, her mouth and throat are now not very good at eating. lots of things in her mouth and throat dont work any more. it took her a long time to heal just from a couple swallows of windex on a dare. I am very glad you are ok and able to eat things like chicken and other things your alters cook for you.
what helped me the first year of being diagnosed was my doctors telling me nothing has changed and nothing that hasnt already happening will happen now. getting the name DID did not change anything other than name what already is. maybe thats what your doctors mean when they are treating it as if its nothing new and nothing to worry about.
maybe you can tell your doctors that all this danger stuff is scaring you and you want to be safe. maybe you and your doctors can make emergency plans like when my alters got into un safe things my plan was hospitals.
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