Can you look into different inpatient facilities, or find out more about your local hospitals psych unit? I’m just wondering if learning more about the place - the daily routine, etc. might make you feel more comfortable....or have you heard bad things about these places in your area? The most stressful part of it all to me is the admissions process. All the questions and how long it takes to be admitted makes me wonder if I shouldn’t just go back home, but I’ve never regretted staying. Hopefully, the thoughts you are having are in passing, like mine almost always are.