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Old Jan 04, 2005, 01:48 PM
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Thanks, I know she's concerned but she says it so much. It doesn't help that she's also on medication and any arguement we have is always blamed on me and taking meds which I take regularly. My dad doesn't like that I am on meds because he doesn't want me to be hooked for the rest of my life. But he hates that my mom and I can't talk? I do take them and my dad's not happy, I don't and my mom isn't, and I'm not happy either way but at least if I'm on meds I'm not thinking about suicide.
Back to the point I know I need to take them but why does she have to talk about that with me when I'm not comfortable about talking with her about anything most of all meds. If my dad asks me if I took my meds that morning I don't mind. Or if they ask me when I'm supposed to take them, in the morning, but they shouldn't be asking me when I'm already frustrated or mad.
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