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Originally Posted by s4ndm4n2006
I would honestly evaluate what it is about this guy that made you willing up to now to do such things with him in particular. I haven't read all of your replies and posts but from what little I know he seems like a guy that values the female he has sex with, very little. I'm not saying it's your fault in any way but is there something about that type of situation that you might be drawn to it? I dunno about past relationships but I'd look at those too, were they similar or was this a non sequitor with relationships? Some things to think about because if there's something about it that drew you to such a situation, it might be a good thing to figure out why  if not... just move on and look for guys that would treat you with respect whether or not it's a casual or full on relationship. |
Aww. Thank you. I don´t want any other men, just want to play my role on earth and then die as soon as possible. Men are not nice. Although my imaginary friend is a man, he is very nice!
This guy was my first love, and i was his. Met him when i was 15 and in a pretty bad state, i was hurting myself in many ways. He saved me. We shared everything with each other. I guess i´m still stuck, wanting us to have that again. After our break up he said i was below him, that i´ll always be less than him and that he´s my leader. I just want my best friend back......