Ototot,

You might think, "How did I stoop so low?" Your mistakes and flaws are what make you strong. You don't want to be a bad person, so try to make up for it by doing good day by day.

Try to think of the positive. Your behaviors have changed, and you are no longer offering men oral sex and getting drunk like you used to. You've made a lot of progress, and that is what matters. You are a great person today. Today is what counts.