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Nov 01, 2017, 03:57 PM
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Member Since: Apr 2014
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Originally Posted by Fluffyraincloud
Aww. Thank you. I don´t want any other men, just want to play my role on earth and then die as soon as possible. Men are not nice. Although my imaginary friend is a man, he is very nice!
This guy was my first love, and i was his. Met him when i was 15 and in a pretty bad state, i was hurting myself in many ways. He saved me. We shared everything with each other. I guess i´m still stuck, wanting us to have that again. After our break up he said i was below him, that i´ll always be less than him and that he´s my leader. I just want my best friend back......
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He broke up with you. That says it all. He only wants you for sex. You are not his best friend anymore, he has said horrible things to you, and yet you can't take the hint that he is using and abusing you. He has groomed you to take abuse from him and accept it. You have a form of Stockholm syndrome, in my opinion. This is why you need to see a therapist...so you learn to form healthy relationships.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.
Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien
Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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