Hello ATexan: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral. Unfortunately I doubt I can be of much help with regard to your situation. Much of what you wrote sounds sadly familiar. (I'll spare you the details.) Personally, I've pretty-much given up on the mental health system where I live. That's one of the reasons I'm here on PC. My impression is there are quite a few of us here who are in that boat.

There's a lot of information & support available here on PC. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are the chatrooms where members can interact with one another in real time. (You'd need to have 5 posts reviewed & approved before you can participate in the chats.) I wish I had something more to offer. But I'm afraid I don't. Perhaps some other members, here on PC, will. In the meantime, though, please keep posting. It can help. I hope you find whatever amount of time you spend here to be of benefit.