Hey, I know exactly how you feel, I am going thru the same thing...except ive known her for 7 months and over the past few weeks been cautiously telling her how i feel and stuff. of course she is with another man as well, and yea it won't matter what I say or will say, I am worthless to this girl...

I hate my life, I am depressed all day, I can't stop thinking of her...its torture
so yea its not only you going thru this type of deal. I keep hoping each day my luck will turn, thats pretty much what is keeping me going lately...