Mal,
You know I relate to what you say dear. I think perhaps printing this post off and showing it to pdoc could be just the ticket. Yes, they like to think people in psychosis are hysterical and make no sense. Perhaps the things you tell him/her scare them. Either way, it's not being fair to you and your believes and is awfully invalidating, although you have such a strong sense of self, I know you understand what I'm getting at. Sometimes fear drives people to not want to believe what could very well be right in their faces.

Sorry if I don't make any sense. I hope you are taking care and not being too overwhelmed.

Take Care of yourself,
Kimberly.