The medical system didn't really help me. I ended up diving into a massive amount of research. I nerded out over happiness and depression for a few years. I tried a zillion things and ended up concluding that different methods of retraining my brain was the way to go. And I did it, and now I'm all better. I am not depressed. I unraveled all the beliefs that made me sad, and then I unraveled the beliefs under that.
I write about it on my blog if you want to check it out. This is my most recent post.
A Million Moments of Freedom - Winterbritt
It explains how I started to find moments of relief and freedom before I got everything else figured out.
Keep at it and don't give up. Believe you'll figure it out, and you will.

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I have a blog at
www.winterbritt.com where I write about how I deconstruct my negative thoughts and shift my perception step by step.
"I promise if you keep searching for everything beautiful in this world, eventually you will become it." Tyler Kent White