I don't have a "rest of my life." I have no friends, no female, relatively nobody. My kids are all grown and busy with their lives. I don't have a desire to be elsewhere, because I don't fit in anywhere. Everyone leaves everyone else alone as a rule at the gym, except just before and after yoga. People there are easy to talk to. Nobody's judgemental. I have a few friends that I only talk to in class. Other relationships that have started at the gym haven't been ideal in the least. I'm always lonely. I feel like I belong in yoga class. I'm safe at the gym. Nobody attacks me verbally. Nobody orders me around. I feel good there. I feel happy there. My only concern is that I'll burn my endocrine system out. I found a list of ten things about exercise addicts and your supposed to seek help if more than 2. I have 8. I am just not very happy anywhere else.