Hello everyone,

I’m feeling really low today. I don’t get on FB everyday. Well this morning I got on and seen a post that concerned me. I later found out an alumni sister of mine had died “a while ago”. I was part of my alma maters alumni chapter in Nashville. I work on a committee with this lady (Mrs. Janie) and others. We all moved in the same social circles. Going to athletic events and fundraisers together. I had a disconnect with the group since being diagnosed and later moving to Oklahoma. I tried to stay in contact as best I could. But it seemed the calls were always me calling them...so I stopped calling. Then I would go visit Nashville and the group would act like we regularly communicated. I never thought a fellow alum on the committee would die and no one would let me know. I’m truly hurt today. I worked as a volunteer for this group for years....along side the same people. Their problems became my problems. When I moved I updated my address. I still have the same e-mail and phone number. I’m out of sight, out of mind. It would not have taken long for someone on the committee to send me a message. I’m trying to relax and forget about this. I’m watching cartoons.