I work at several jobs myself. I am happy and really don't care what others think about me. I am grateful that I have work. I am 50 years old and don't expect to get a full-time job now. I am concentrating on becoming an interpreter and translator now. I don't think I will find a full-time job in these fields either. So, I am satisfied with the work I can obtain. I apologize but don't have any suggestions except to do your best with what you have. We all do what we have to do to survive. I understand your situation and empathize.