Just throwing a few ideas around here - trying to understand an aspect of myself.

I am much more an academic and dont really relate to people who are very competetive. I like going to the gym, but find very competetive people embarrassing as they scream and punch the air...its like dealing with kids.....its case of "run along and play and go dig a ditch or something productive to harness all that loud and overtly raw agressive competetive energy.........go away...."

Living in Australia, sport is a religion, and I just dont care about sports. I dont mind playing sport but really dont get the competition thing. Its got to the point whereby I wonder if I'm normal ( I am normal, the competetive thing just irks me...)

Just wondering if other people have a low tolerance to this too?

Sometimes I wonder if I've missed the point of life - that were supposed to be competive and for some reason I dont have that drive? I dunno.....

Socially I have limited tolerance for people who talk a lot, and when they get on to sport i want to just go and find something productive to do, like weed the garden, or make something ...anything but brain dead sport chat.....save me.....how about talking about the fact the electricty grid is being sabotaged by the powers that be, or the likelyhood of war with NK, or how to handle uncontrolled immigration, or the reality that most "news" is heavily manufactured etc etc

Thoughts welcome.....