The hospital makes me very sad. The only way I've ever been diagnosed is at the hospital. And also only by petition have I been hospitalized they don't invite you to your own court dates. And when they give you an attorney the hospital taking you makes sure you have to speak to the attorney in front of them. I have been perfectly well behaved and deemed ready to eat my own poop when I was depressed. The meds are always to strong and my psychologist sticks with the hospitals cocktail, of meds