I think I'm stable right now, but I'm not sure. I am feeling somewhat depressed though I can tell it is just situational right now.

It's been bothering me that thus far I have been unable to get anywhere in life because of both the disorders and critically flawed personality I have. I always set myself up for failure. But even when I do try to succeed, I fall flat on my face because things get too difficult. This applies to college, work, and life in general. I can't take it anymore. I can't even be good at the things I like to do. I'm just pathetic.