Thank you Mouse.

I don't want to leave T. I feel like it's just beginning to become what I need it to be. I want to stay here because T is here.

Being foreced to move and leave T would be so hard. I like that you feel you could not only accept it but could welcome the change with curiosity. I don't think I could be that strong. And in fact, I have felt fallen apart since my move here. But I would have never found T so that's one wonderful thing to come of it.