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Originally Posted by Yzen
I think it might be more concerning if you were crying randomly without an emotional cause. It sounds like you extremely sensitive to others distress. Can you think of anything that happened 6 months ago that was out of the ordinary? It might be something that seems unrelated but triggered this. Just guessing...I don't know.
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Out of the ordinary? Oh, wow! Here's a list:
-I finally tried to get into a distance learning university program in my chosen field, very difficult admission tests (less than 8% get in). I always wanted to study this, but never got enough courage together to even try
-I quit my part time job
-I moved into a different city
-I moved in with my boyfriend
-I found a new job (first full time job)
-I promptly lost the job a month later
-I learned that I was 2 points under the lowest admitted score for the university. The person ahead of me got in.
-I found a new job
-I started working on getting a TESOL certificate
-I started to study even harder to get admitted to the university program next year
I feel more "awake" than I was for years. I dare to dream, I dare to try, I believe that my dreams are achievable (in no small part due to the incredible support from my boyfriend). I just wish there were more hours in the day so that I would have time for everything I want to do now. I feel like I've missed so much!
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Originally Posted by MickeyCheeky
You seem to just be sensitive to other people's tragedies.. I wouldn't worry too much about it. Is that annoying to you?
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It's not annoying to me, but it's a really big change. I was never like this. Sometimes it's a bit embarrassing, though.
I really hope it's a sign I'm doing better rather than a sign of an unseen storm brewing