When I don't have any meds in me I sleep a full 8 hours per night. But I'm taking the generic for heldol decimate, even though it's illegal I also take 5 mg. Heldol at night and cogenton, and visiting. All these are prescribed the courts don't care that the deccinate, is illegal it made my liver enzymes sky rocket and almost made my liver give out they ignored it gave me the shot again and court ordered, it. Whatever the doc perscribed then in court reading another petition, from my first petition given another petition upon supena, judge not allowing me to be on the bench, and keeping me in the gourney, after the ride there by the ambulance they allowed the petitioners to stay on the stand the hole time they lied on the stand. Judge said to me one more outburst in my court and I will kick you out. The hospital wouldn't allow me to speak in private to the attorney so I told the judge I didn't want the attorney he was dirty and his eyes bloodshot when he came I replied he wasn't proffesional. Anyway just a little story I wake every hour from the meds. And now have type 2diabieties. My family doctor took me off since but the psychiatry office just called not to miss my appointment with the nurse for my shot. Oh and the guidance center or my psychiatry office is now signing with computer pads so they will no longer let me see the paper work. And I can't walk out or I'll automatically be put in ambulance and driven to the hospital. I once going to school to be a nurse, volunteering in the hospital, I suggest papers for a direct advocate she now petitions me if something don't go her way or if I punish my kids in a way she don't like. I'm screaming my own mother. Kids are 10 and 14. Have been going through this for 14 years. Help