I made it 3 weeks and to the spa without cutting. Only bad thing is that for the first time.. someone asked me... What happened to your arm (scars) and it was my best friend. It jolted me. I just made up some story about cats or kittens and an attack. I have no idea what i really said. Im a horrible liar. I got so paniced. Whats wierd is that I have spent a week with my parents and no one has said anything.. I guess I just always assumed that no one would notice.. kinda like.. I think no one sees me. Im not sure how I feel about that. Bad for lying yes... but wondering if she believes me.. hoping she does. I feel like she would think im crazy if she found out.. She already thinks my family is wierd. Anyways.. Im rambling today.. Guess what. I get to see my T tomorrow YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Bye all

[I edited this post just to put a break in that YEAH so that it fits on the screen - it's really hard for me (and probably others) to read when I have to keep scrolling back and forth sideways. Hope that's ok - Rap]