I cant stop it now
Think it was a mistake trying to open up to someone again..

Think i should just disappear..

I just cant trust anyone.

Now my emotions are all messed up more.. believing that something nice like that can happen to someone like me is just recipe for disaster...

People are just going to inevitably hurt me so thinking about just leaving the poor girl alone before i cause any problems...

I just wanna go away somewhere and be all alone i think..
Takes so much dealing with everyone and everything..

Hate myself..