hey man, feels weird to say it again, but I feel the same exact way as you...every time I try to get help from people they just say you have to break off all contact with the girl or you will torture yourself...I am stuck in the same situation and I don't have it in me to do this, but each day that passes I know I am just torturing myself more and more...

my life sucks. and I don't have the power to help myself. lately I have reached points where I don't even feel like living