Made the trip to PA yesterday to my old home and packed up more boxes of stuff...it's depressing to tear my house apart. I hate this new house and I know it'll never feel like home.
I hate myself for all the mistakes I've made (or my MI made for me!) that brought me here and I feel like I'll never be happy again...this is just something on the outside...but how can I ever feel better when I feel so useless and worthless on the inside???
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Bipolar l/Rapid/Mixed/Depression/Anxiety Disorders
lamotrigine 100mg 2x/day
Vraylar 6mg 1x/day
methylphenidate 10mg 3x/day
bupropion XL 200mg 2x/day
bupropion IR 174mg 1x/day
buspirone 30mg 2x/day
quetiapine 50mg 1x/day
I'm 50 Shades of Bipolar and I have no safe word...
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