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Can't it just be that you want to live in a nicer place?


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Yeah I think it can be, but I think if I really look closely at it, it's more than that.... it's magical thinking at work also.

Yes, recreating some of "there" to have "here" is what I hope to do if I move. Accepting "here" as it is, is good too. I guess I just want to feel 'home' again. sigh.