I ended up not going. When one of the girls holding the party announced that she´d "rather not people smoke weed at it" i decided not to go. I have hardly even had a beer in my life, and i can´t stand to be around drunk/extroverted loud people.
I ended up not even taking that bath or having a cozy evening. Instead i sprained my ankle. I should have gone and made Sir jealous.........

Sorry for my previous post btw, it was so dramatic and unreasonable. It was in the middle of the night and i was freaking out and this little decision felt like the whole world for some reason.