Thanks everyone.So I told the OT care coordinator I put her straight I said the risk assessment says I offered oral sex to men, but it did not say I offered when I was severely intoxicated with alcohol (off my head drunk). Well the coordinator didn't judge me look down to me or anything like that. I told her I can only attribute the offering of oral sex whilst drunk due to childhood sexual abuse and I got the impression she agreed. She said we can look at the risk assessment together and identify what's not correct at our next appointment. I said also to her that since 5 years ago I have not offered oral sex to men and that I've had 2 one night stands since and the rest of the stuff I did I was pressured into- I did not offer and I said the other sexual stuff I did was with J- that's all I've done in the last 5 years...well earlier today I was thinking OMG the previous OT and previous nurse And other nurse must have been thinking what a slut I am because it says I offered oral sex to men, and doesn't say it was under influence of alcohol. I guess I feel less bad now because you guys have said it's in the past and I'm not doing that anymore, don't really drink these days either just a beer a night sometimes...

I was very drunk at the time sometimes I couldn't even walk straight