My mum was jealous I think...and I had to keep the affair from my dad for years.....guilt....I carry guilt all day every day still for everything....I stayed quiet for years so I wouldn't put my mum through a break up with 'him' he was the love of her life too....

BiG mistake...I could have stopped others being abused...guilt...

are you in therapy? I just started a few months ago but feel I'm going backwards right now....normal apparently

Jin xx