Hehhhh....Yes. You´re onto me. Even if one was abused, (me, maybe, at some point, a bit) doesn´t excuse my harmful behaviors, agreed? I still cheated on him twice and did many other bad things toward him.
I agree he and i should probably not be in a relationship together again, but i do want him to see that i´ve changed, improved, gotten healthier. That all the times he tried to help me were not in vain.