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Originally Posted by SorryShaped
A lot of times I am a dangerous situation in friendships.
One problem, of my many, is that I get overly attached, probably far too easily. I trust and think I'll be ok, because I can open myself up in one way, so I think I can do the same in all ways. This never ends well.
I also worry that my presence will cause rifts in others' lives. A lot of this one is from having been told how much I ruined my ex's and my childrens' lives, by my ex very frequently and when my kids parroted what she said in anger.
I'm beginning to think I should just keep my head down, my mouth shut, and go rot in peace somewhere.
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I'm not a Dr. but these symptoms you have sound like Borderline Personality Disorder...have you spoken to a Dr?
Medication doesn't FIX us...but it helps our brains to slow down a bit and sometimes to react differently or feel differently in situations.
You also have to stop telling yourself that you are this awful person...and start telling yourself that you are a well intended friend that needs to work on some communication skills.
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