I'm doing fine. I went shopping at the big supermarket . Then, I studied. The man who I was seeing and who has Asperger's wrote me. I was surprised. I wished him a Happy Birthday and he said thank you. I think he wants to see me again. I like him but we are like an odd couple. He is unemotional and I'm emotional. We are lovers. I tried to reach out to the other man who has bipolar but he was in a bad mood from a bad back. I felt really sad for him. I don't think he likes me anymore. He has a bad back and has erectile dysfunction. I don't know but I just wanted him to be a friend but he likes sex too even though he can't do it. I am speechless about him. I just don't know what to tell him anymore. The man with Asperger's is in great shape. He is younger and is doing well. I wanted him to be my friend too but he is busy with work. He writes every so often when he wants to be with me. He likes sex too. And, he is good at it. So--- I think I will choose him for now. I like sex too but don't like to go through many partners. I've been here since March and have had only three lovers. Two of them are the man with bipolar and the man with Asperger's. I sometimes wonder why I attract men with disorders. But, this is my reality. I have a disorder myself but don't disclose it. Well, overall, I am doing ok. I thought it was over with the man with Asperger's. He comes back when I least expect him. I'm crazy about him but he is so unemotional that at times it is like being with a robot. He writes me one word or two and I become excited. I must be a real dummy for him. When we are together, he acts like himself and talks about politics, languages, esoteric subjects, etc. I don't know what he has that makes me so excited about him. I am a real dummy. And, he is a genius.