Am I making excuses or? Please be honest. I'm not afraid of this question. I need the truth. I only know how things feel to me. Here, I know I feel terrible about it.
This time of year is bad for me usually. It starts in November and usually gets very rough until late Feb. I have trouble thinking clearly the whole time. I hospitalized myself over Xmas last year. And this Feb 14 will be the one year divorce anniversary. I swear I had nothing to do with the court date.
I'm about to buy a sunlight bulb