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Originally Posted by divine1966
To all honesty taking in consideration what kind of awful vile degrading things he says to you and how horribly he behave with you (slapping you etc) it’s only understandable that you snapped and said things or he assumed you said those things (like called him fat whrn yiu did not ).
He says you are dumb and worthless, should you really worry that he maybe thought that you maybe meant he is fat?
As about cheating. If you aren’t a couple I am not sure what you mean. You’ve only met him once and that one time he treated you horribly (slapping you and throwing stuff at you). If you only saw this person once it’s not really a relationship so how can you possibly cheat on him? You were talking to someone online, someone who wasn’t even nice. It isn’t really a relationship
Are you trying to minimize abuse you endure by saying it’s yoor own fault? When do you start seeing a therapist?
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Oh my god Divine, you make me so confused. I mean, everything you wrote made sense and is kind of true, i think...? God i´m such a mess, haha. I still did cheat on him though, i think. And cheating is never okay. Although it was so long ago, i can´t remember if we were boyfriend and girlfriend back then. Maybe we were just sexting, i don´t know.........I don´t know the facts exactly. All i know is that i feel guilty and i did something bad.
So you don´t think i´m a horrible person..............?
Also, this "Sir" has been treating me much kindly lately which made the need to seek out therapy less. But i can´t promise he´ll stay sweet, so maybe it´s smart to go to a therapist anyways. It can be my goal for this week!