I attempted suicide twice in a little over a week. I’ve just got out of the hospital and am now on Abilify. I feel sad I got so sick and caused my family a lot of pain. I wish I could explain what happened in my brain but I can’t. I guess I’m lucky to be alive but I still don’t feel OK. I’m following my safety plan and starting outpatient treatment tomorrow but feeling a bit alone in my experience. Anyone else struggle with suicidal ideation or recovering from past attempts?