If it is bringing you some comfort and you are able to afford it, I can understand why you’re doing it. People turn to various things to help them get through a tough time and this is yours. You may find that as you process and go along, you may need them less and less.

If you are going into debt over this, you might need to limit the number of times you call. It might be a good idea to limit yourself anyway so it doesn’t rise to an addiction level.